a survey that took entirely too long.

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not, then you're too scared about your past.)

Longest relationship:
lol, 6 months. i'm 21. not my fault though!

How many boyfriends/​girlfriends have told you that they loved you?
2

How many of them meant it when they said they loved you?
ZERO

Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with?
yeah

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
yeah

Have you ever made a boyfriend/​girlfriend cry?
ha, i doubt it.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i'd prefer to be in a relationship. being single gets kinda lonely sometimes.

Have you ever been cheated on?
doubt it.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
of course.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
eh, doubt it.

Talk to any of your ex's?
kinda

Think any of your ex's still feel the same way they did about you when you were dating?
lol, no.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
i think i am. i've heard "you're a good catch" so many times, but apparently it doesn't matter. whatevs.

Ever dated someone that wasn't good to you?
yeah

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
nope.

Have you dated someone older than you?
yes

Dated someone younger than you?
nope

Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
oh yes

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it really depends

Believe in love at first sight?
no

Ever dated two people at once?
no way

Ever been given an engagement ring?
ha, i wish.

Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?
lots of things

Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
no

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
not really

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
not in my world. much worse things have happened.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: paige
Birth Date: 4-20
Current Location: the basement
Hair Color: off black.
Righty/Lefty: righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: failure. being alone. spiders
Your dream of the perfect date: dinner then just talkin about whatever. 
Goal you'd like to achieve: making more money
Your best friend(s): jmd <3

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: i'm hungry!
Your best physical feature: lips & eyes i guess. and maybe my boobs. they're a good accessory =] 
Your bed time: usually 11:30-ish
Your most missed memory: my mama.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: neither, i don't drink pop.
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: eh
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither, but i'd choose cappucino if i had to choose.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: HELL NO
Cuss: yes
Take showers: obviously
Have a crush: eh.
Like(d) school: kinda sorta
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Believe what goes around comes around: not really.
Believe everything happens for a reason: i dont know anymore
Think you're a health freak: about certain things

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: of course
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
Been hurt: yes
Dyed your hair: no

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: no
Kissed the same sex: no
Got beaten up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: havent we all? but i know who i am now, so no more of that!

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: before i'm 30, i hope.
Number of kids you're planning on having: just 1 or 2. or however many God chooses to bless me & my husband with.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: doesnt matter
Best hair color: doesnt matter
Short or long hair: short
Fat or fit: a big teddy bear =]
Looks or personality: Personality
Fun or serious: a balance of both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: this survey/watching TV
1 HOUR AGO: facebooking
1 WEEK AGO: idk
1 YEAR AGO: being a totally different person

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: hungry
I HATE: no one
I HIDE: how i really feel.
I NEED: A BREAK!
I LOVE: love

What is a food that you'd hate to be allergic to?: chocolate

What color was the last towel you used?: pink

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? taller

When was the last time your nose bled? i dont get nose bleeds

How old are you turning this year?: jsut turned 21!

What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?: anything unhealthy.

Swimming pool or hot tub?: pool

Can you swim well?:ha.

What body part do you wash first in the shower?: idk, my face i think.

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?: lol, idk.

What kind of first impression do you think you make?: sweet. at least i hope so. i smile a lot.

Name your last reason for using a camera?: blogging.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?: hmmm, idk.

What are you excited about?: summer

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?: lol, no.

Are you a happy person?: yeah, i try to be.

When was the last time you laughed really hard & why?: lol, today looking at yearbooks pics fom my cousin's school. school pictures are always hilarious.

What are you wearing?: dress & tights from work.

What do you want?: to now worry so much & to find the love of my live!

Did you enjoy your weekend?: didn't do shit.

Do you regret anything you've done recently?: no

Is there anybody you wish you could see?: sooo much.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or M? ---

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? very few.

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? man i hope so.

What makes you the most mad about girls? how theyjudge you before they know you.

Have you ever been given roses? yeah, not romantically though. 

Do you even like getting flowers? yes

What's your favorite flowers? lillies!

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? hopefully.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? they really dont.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now? yeah.

Can you be your complete self around the person you like? ---

Whose the first person you texted today? greg

Would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? it depends

What did the last IM to make you smile say? lol, i rarely IM.

Do you ever get a text saying good morning? yes

Last movie you watched and who did you watch it with? "quincenera" and by myself.

What are you doing tomorrow? work. bank. and i think i might go shopping, i want some summery dresses.

How's the weather today? sunny & beautiful =]

Where is the person you need most right now? in heavennn. man i miss her.

What color are your eyes? brown

Do you like poptarts? hell yeah! especially the frosted strawberry kind!

Where will you be 12 hours from now? probably just waking up.

Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? depends on who it is.

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? nope

Where's your girlfriend/​boyfriend at? ...

Are you on a desktop or laptop? laptop. desktop is a pice of shiiit. working on getting a new one.

Does anyone hate you for no reason? idk, doubt it.

Can you make yourself cry? yes

What are you planning to do today?blogging, facebooking, watching grey's, bed!

Play an instrument? no

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yeah

What are your favorite colors? pink!

Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? target

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R? no

Have you ever passed out? yeah once. from drunkeness.

Are you easily confused? lol, yes.

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband? i think so.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream? vanilla

Do you like coffee? no

Do you like summer? who doesn't?

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? yes

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? it's all my natural color.

What color are your socks? i have on tights. on they're grey.

Where were you at 8am this morning? getting my beauty sleep.

Do you fall for people easily? yes

Everything happens for a reason? idk...

Have you ever dated someone more than once? yeah

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? greg, mariah, heather, katie

Last thing you got in the mail? BILLS. and they're all unpaid, haha.

What is your current crave? nothing

Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? oh yea

What are you listening to right now? grey's!

How has the week been? pretty good.

What do you like about the person you like? ...

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? oh yes

What are your biggest turn offs? cockiness, no fashion sense, no sense of humor, being mean, excessive cursing/name calling

Favorite shirt to wear? t shirts

Favorite drink? water/rum/milk/pink lemonade

Last person to say 'I love you' to you? my granny

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no

What's your favorite color gummy bear? green!

What is the nicest part of the opposite sex's body? eyes, smile

Have you ever run into a dishwasher? lol, no. sorry.

Ever had a song sung about/for you? yeah

Is there a baby in the room with you right now? awww, i wish. i love babies.

Do you know how to dance? ha.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? car

What is your favorite thing that is green? this dress i have. or maybe this new nail polish. it's green-ish.

What did your last text message say? "..."

What is the way to your heart? just being a generally good guy. nice. loves his family. funny.

What do you smell like? sensual amber

What's in your pocket? no pockets today

Anything in your mouth? saliva

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii? lol, i've never even played wii.

Do you have freckles?no

How many languages can you say "Hello" in? english, spanish, frence

What's the last movie you saw in the theater? hannah montana

Ever jumped/​fallen/​been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? nope

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? no

Name a song that you know all the words to? "spice up your life"

What's the last thing you watched on TV? grey's right now

What's the last video game you played? that dog shit on ds.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language? i used to know how to

Do you wear glasses? nope

What can you hear right now? tv

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? the same

What was your favorite childhood show?lol, way too many.

Are you close to your siblings? only child

Do you bite your nails? nah.

Do you like your feet? they serve their purpose & they're free of bunions, corns & all that other shit. and my left one is tattooed. i'm pretty satisfied

Do you sleep well at night? sometimes. last night was bad though.