getting it together!

i feel so freaking gross. i've been feeling blah for a while now, and i couldn't really figure out why. then i realized when it all started. well, when it REALLY started. i kind of started getting a little bummy when i left for school. nothing too bad though, i did my hair and makeup everyday and rpetty much just worse a decent shirt and jeans to class. but then march of last year, i fell and fucked up my knee. i spent about 5 or 6 months on crutches. THAT's when i stopped giving a fuck. i was injured the whole summer. did absolutely nothing. didnt do anything with my hair. just swiped on some homemade tinted moisturizer (i'll share with you guys how i do that later) and that was it. it was terrible. then the knee was getting better, i went back to school, i was away for 2.5 weeks, then my mom died. now this is when i REALLY stopped caring. i'm not even gonna go into detail all the stuff i had to do in the months after cuz it's a long, ridic story. but, um, yeah. i pretty much stopped eating and lost 35 lbs. and i'm happy as hell about that, lol. but uh, my appetite is just weird now. among other things, but anyway, i've decided it's time to get myself back together. for one. i'm getting a gym membership. i feel so out of shape. hell, i don't FEEL out of shape, i AM out of shape. ew. those 35 lbs? still mostly gone, but i keep gaining and losing these 5-10 lbs. kind of annoying. but i wanna lose more. i don't really have a goal, i just wanna be healthy. second of all, i just need to put more effort into my daily appearance. i've been kind of inspired by my new jobs. the girls there are freaking BEAUTIFUL. i'd do some of them, haha. j/k. but it's like a hottie factory up there. i wish i could grow an ass though. it's pretty tragic how flat it is. and i wanna be more outgoing! it's not that i'm shy, i'd say i'm more reserved. i guess maybe those 2 words are kind of interchangeable, but to me, reserved means more that you're quiet when you don't know the person very well and you start to open up later. i kind of got in that habit during my middle school years and some of HS because people judged me because of how i spoke, the music i listened to, the fact that i had a diverse group of friends, etc. i've learned not to give a damn. i'm proper as hell and always will be. and i'm proud of it. my mama paid too much money to send my butt through private school to have me walkin' around sounding/acting like i didn't go there. psh. but i really wanna meet more people. i haven't had a boyfriend in 4 years. (?!?!?!) crazy, right? i mean, a few guys have told me that i'm such a good catch, but all they do is try (and FAIL) to get some. boy, bye. idk, i guess i'm just kind of rambling, but i just feel like when you're in your 20's, you're supposed to be at the height of your physical potential. and i feel like i'm wasting it. so, i gotta get it together, babes!

wish me luck =]



fall off the face of the earth.


i hope y'all are watching the mj tribute on the vma's!


Megan Fox does Toronto.


i'd go gay for this girl in a heartbeat. she is BEAUTIFUL!


Kyla Pratt: i LOVE this look!

this is from her 23rd birthday. [who knew she was that old?! she looks so young!] anyway, i love this whole look! the dress, her hair, her makeup. gorgeousss <3

How to get my hair like this...

i love her hair! i assume it's a wig. i wear extensions, Velvet Remi if it matters. anyone have any tips on how to get waves like this?


Microdermal Piercings

i'm thinking of getting one of these. i think they're so cool! and different. the pic is posted is Jonna Mannion from the current season of the Real World. btw, how effing pretty is she? i have a girl crush on her, haha. She has the prettiest eyes. Anyway, see her "ring"? it's a piercing! it has an anchor under her skin and then just the ball is visible. i think she also has one on her chest and her sides/hip. Also, the singer Monica has one kind of next to her eye. i like that placement too. do any of guys have an anchor piercing or know someone who does?

knock off Balenciaga Motorcycle City Bag

ugggh, i want a real one so bad! no way in hell i'd ever pay that much for a damn purse unless i become a billionaire.

so, i found some good fake ones here. http://www.bagsmerchant.com/balenciaga-motorcycle-city-bag-c-23_64.html

does anyone know whee i can find a cheaper knock off online?

i hope i don't go to jail for this, lol.


People Of Walmart


YES, this is the dude.

click here to see more hilariousness and yes these are real pics. smh...


Lauren London confirms what we all feared...

Lil Wayne is indeed the father. ugh, i can't believe her! smh... well, i wish them all the luck in the world. why someone would keep hopping in & out of bed with that man i will never understand. how many baby mama's does he have now?