i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack!

oh gosh, i've been away for so long! i've missed you guys!

i decided to suspend my blog for a few months while i was in school and now i'm DONE so i'm back. =]

what have you lovelies been up to? staying gorgeous, i'm sure. ;]

will blog more at a later date.



this may be one of the rudest thing anyone has ever said to me

ok, somehow at work, we got on the topic of names and if we "matched" our names. my name is paige, (duh, lol) and they decided i look like a monica or elizabeth. for some reason all the ignorant hoodrats think my name is so freakin' ugly and weird. um, ok. my mom picked out my name before i was even thought about it. she picked it for sound and meaning, it means "Servant". i used to ask her why she'd name me that, and she told me "think about it Paige; of all the greatest people in the world, they've all been servants" good point. very smart lady. then someone asked what my middle name was. some people knew it, some didn't, but it's my mom's maiden name. i dont wanna put it on here for privacy reasons, but it starts with W. and it's clearly a last name, not something that could pass for a first name like Madison or something. now, this one girl in particular knows my mother has passed away. and she flat out said "ok, i know about your mom... but that was so stupid. that's dumb" and proceeded to laugh hysterically along with all the other hood creatures. what. the. fuck. my mom gave me that last name because all my cousins are girls. the last men are my grandpa and uncle, and when they pass away and their daughters got married, the name was gonna go with them. and my mom was into genealogy and ancestry and she wanted someone to have the name. i told the girl this and she laughed like it was the dumbest shit she'd ever heard and said no one should do that and it was dumb. i was pissed. this happened about 8 or 9 hours ago and i am still LIVID over it. say whatever the fuck you want about me, but how DARE YOU talk about any decision my deceased mother made. she never even met her and she knows i'm sensitive about it!


ok. *inhales* i jsut had to vent. is it just me, or is that hella rude and disrespectful?



omg, i've been so neglectful!

so sorry loves. i've been crazy busy with school and work, i have like, ZERO downtime. =[

anyway, i haven't been up to much... started the new semester, it's going pretty well so far. i'm in 2 classes, that's all i could fit into my work schedule. reason #878767878978 why i need to find a new one... i'm blessed to have a job in the frist place, but i need to be a student first & foremost, and that's just impossible there. they don't care that you're in school and won't chance your schedule. whatever.

haven't done much shopping either to tell you guys about... however, i did order from the nyx $1 sale. bought 14 eyeshadows! can't wait for them to get here. it's gonna take forever though because the demand was so high. i'm really excited for them to get here. i got some really pretty colors!

also, i've been tweeting up a storm! cuz i can do it quickly from my phone... it's almost become my new blog. so, follow me! @ohemgeeitspaige i follow back! ;]

what have you guys been up to?

staying gorgeous i'm sure!

xoxo, ttyl



Happy New Year/where have i been?/twitter me!

i haven't blogged in damn near 2 weeks! smh...

anyway, hope you guys had a lovely Christmas & New Year's.

i went to my first club on NY Day (not eve, i just stayed in), and it was a BLAST. i was scared to go, idk why, but it was sooo much fun. Went with my best friend Jessy & her bf and some of their friends, they were all super cool. i got wasted out of my damn mind, omg. i've only been drunk 3 other times but i wasnt out at a club. haha, i apparently fell out of a chair and i have no recollection. i learned my lesson. i love being 21 though and i plan on clubbing again, SOON!

what have you ladies been up to?

also: i've been tweeting like crazy, i want more followers: @ohemgeeitspaige

stalk me

twitter @ ohemgeeitspaige


peace out, '09

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before? being able to drink at restaurantsss

2. Did you keep your New year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont even think i had one last year & i yes i have one for next year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yup

4. Did anyone close to you die? seems like it just happened

5. What countries did you visit? america...?

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? stop eating so much junk, be happier, STOP WORRYING and ACCEPT that things have forever changed & i can't do anything about it

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory and why? so many. not one in particular, but the ones that stand out are the ones where i learned who has my back FOR REAL.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? nuthin really

9. What was your biggest failure? letting myself get upset about what people think of me, even though iknow it's not true

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? always

11. What was the best thing you bought? hmmm. idk. new camera? lots of cute accesories. GYM MEMBERSHIP.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? my real friends =]

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? you want them to get called out on facebook? don't tempt me, survey.

14. Where did most of your money go? bills. cell phone. car ins. health ins. groceries. yayyy for being an adult.

15. What did you really, really, really get excited about? turning 21 & it's been lame as hell

16. What song will always remind you of 2009? party in the usa. ha.

17. Compared to this time last year are you:
Happier? no
Thinner? slightly
Richer? lol barely. but yes i ahve a better paying job now.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?partied. dated. laughed. spent more time with those i love the most <3

19. What do you wish you’d done less of? cried. worried.

20. How did you spend Christmas? with the family and depressed. cant deal with the holidays anymore.

21. How will you be spending New years? nye? asleep. nyd? clubbing!

22. What did you do on your birthday, and how old did you turn? well, i woke up, got hugs from my grandparents, cried cuz it was my first bday w/o my mommy, went to work, got home and realized it was too cold to wear my new bday dress. wore an ugly outfit. dinner at bdubbs with some cool peeps. jessy & derek came from state to surprise me & jessy bought me my first drink there! afterward, went to meijer to buy liquor just cuz i could. paid. dropped it as soon as the cashier put it in my hand. watched the bottle shatter and the alcohol spill all over. got a free replacement. got home. went to bed.

23. Anything you want to do this year? alotalotalotalotalot

24. What was your favorite TV program? hannah, mt.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? i dont hate anyone. strongly dislike? absolutely.

26. What was the best book you read? havent read a book ffor pleasure since i was 12.

27. What was your biggest musical discovery? fell in love with lady gaga

28. What did you want and got? nobody really gives a shit as to what i want, so nothing really, tbh. just a couple things from a very small amount of thoughtful people in my life.

29. What did you want and not get? too much to name

30. What was your favorite film of this year? idk? this is it, maybe?

31. Did your behavior change over the year? yep

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept of 2009? started off bad, didnt give a damn. got better and better. now i usually put effort into my appearance... usually.

33. Who was the best new person you met? haha, quite a few cool peeps. only really truly poured out my heart to one person, *shout out to Emilee McCoy, text me sometime! haha*

31. What will you remember about 2009? it was a rollercoaster. stuff from 2008 came back to haunt me.

32. Any predictions for this year? PRAYING it's the lovely year that i thought 08 was gonna be

33. Was 2009 a good year? eh. cant complain too much i guess.


Congrats Kevin Jonas!

Kevin Jonas got married this weekend, to his gf of 2 years, Danielle Deleasa.

congrats guys =]

it warms my heart to see that there are still guys out there with MORALS and that actually want to get married. no more purity ring for the older Jonas Bro. haha. but in all seriousness, i wish them the best. i love weddings <3


RIP Brittany Murphy

so young. so sad.

be careful y'all.

this has been THE WORST year for celebrities, my goodness!

may she rest in peace.

i didn't believe it when i saw it, but i'm sad to say it's official. my favorite movie by her was "Uptown Girls", i LOVED that movie! it made me cry everytime, lol. she always seemed to perky & cute.

my prayers are with her family, especially her mom who apparently found her.


How do you guys make your money?

i'm seriously confused. a lot of the ladies i follow are college students but you guys seem to have hella money for non-stop mac purchases, lol. i have a job, i work about 35 hours a week, and i'm making decent money but i never seem to have any money the last couple days before i get my next cheek. so i just suck at life? or do you guys have some sort of side hustle to fuel your makeup addictions? cuz i need one. i do my own extensions (sew in) and i'm thinking about doing that on the side, but i tried to practice on my cousin and it was so pretty but she took it down seriously 3 days later and she wouldn't let me style it right when i did it so i got pissed and let her finish it herself.

anyway, i'm rambling. how the hell do you guys make money?!



More garbage from Spencer Pratt.

this has got to be one of the worst album covers i've ever seen. a toddler could've done a better job with a pic of him and about 7 minutes on picnik.


when will Speidi stop the madness?


i think i'm gonna start taking weekly pics of my progress from hitting the gym. just looking at myself, i feel like i weigh exactly the same, but i look at myself everyday & i think the perspective would be a lot different if i saw weekly pics of myself. good idea? bad idea? what i fall off and get even fatter? lol. then i'll just be depressed.

eh, i think i'll do it. it'll be fun.


i NEED lighted makeup mirror! HELP!

can someone tell me a good brand? i got a conair one and it's TERRIBLE and way too small.

and iw ant something affordable too.

suggestions, please!

he just wanted to do hoodrat stuff with his friends.

this video never gets any less hilarious.

Loreal BOGO (half off) at CVS until the 19th!

guess what i'm getting?!

some eyeshadow duos!

any suggestions on which ones to get?


serious ass question.

What is with Jermanine Jackson's hair?!?!

it is paint?! EXPLAIN!


lady gaga does mac

lady gaga & cindi lauper's new mac ad! no offense to Cindy Lauper, but she hasn't had a song in like 25 years, lol. Not saying she's not talented, cuz "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" is constantly in my playlists, but, yeah...

I kinda of wish Lady Gaga had her own ad.

anyway, they both look lovely =]


i be up in the gym, just working on my fitness

so, it's been just over a week since a joined the gym and, well, i hate working out! lol. i hate sweating and i hate how i feel when i'm done (EXHAUSTED!) i wanna be one of those people who LOVES working out but i don't think it's ever gonna happen for me, haha. however, in the long run, it's SO worth it. i just wanna be healthy and skinner =]. i could care less about being flat out skinny, i just wanna be thinner, healthier and more energetic.

i usually just do the bike for 20-30 mins and i do some weight training for another 10 or 15.

i'm gonna start taking pics so i can track how much smaller i'm getting by the week. i don't have a specific weight goal to meet, i just want to lose some. hell, i don't even know exactly how much i weigh. do i have an estimate? yes. do i care to share? hell no. ha.

anyone else on a weight loss journey?


holidays, schmolidays.

it's official.

i've become one of those people who DESPISES the holidays. and i can't believe that i', one of those people and that i'm admitting it, but it's time to stop being in denial. i hate feeling this way. I still believe Jesus is the reason for the season, but NOTHING is the same since my mom passed away. she was the most important person in my life, my best friend, my confidante; just my everything. i till can't believe she's
gone. Christmas used to be the best time ever. I was the only child so I go damn near whatever I wanted, which was lovely, but not the best part! I loved decorating the tree with her, putting up the lights, shopping for HER and making her feel special. but now... i don't look forward to it. I was a legal adult when she died, but I was NOT ready for it. I was away at school enjoying being a carefree student and then, BAM, she's gone and all that's over. I MISS HER. i miss my old life. I miss talking to her. i miss her hugs and I just miss having a mother. I get to watch all my cousins and friends have TWO parents and I have none. It pisses me off, but I'm happy for them becuase I wouldn't want this for anyone else. not even my absolutele worst enemy. I wanna cry just thinking about it.


I just want my old life back! I feel like I have to worry about more shit than an average 21 year old and it's not even my fucking fault!