Showing posts with label boredom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label boredom. Show all posts

11.06.2009

10 random things about me:

1. i hate beans. and it's not the taste, it's the texture! i hate how they're all smooth on the outside and weird & powdery on the inside. yuck.
2. i believe in ghosts & aliens. i think i've encountered several ghosts and the alien thing; if there's life on earth, why can't their be life on other planets? yes, some are inhabitable to us humans, but don't you think other species could tolerate it? i'm no theorist or anything, lol. just sayin'...
3. i think i'm addicted to my weave/extensions/whatever you wanna call them. seriously, it all started the day before prom. i got them for the first time and i've been hooked since May 2006. i look so much better with long hair! i love it <3
4.i want a puppy so bad!
5. i want to live in Atlanta, it's so lame in MI!
6. i would LOVE to become a vegan. i just don't have the willpower.
7. i didn't start watching the Disney Channel 'til after I graduated HS. I'm obsessed now. I wish Miley was my bff <3
8. my faith isn't as strong as it used to be, but my morals are very strong these days. i think? lol. i really REALLY try and stay away from things i know i don't have any business doing. some people might call it being a baby or immature, or "high school", but i really think it makes me more mature to be able to say NO, then wind up with some consequences i'm not ready for.
9. i hate arguing. even if things build up in me, i'd rather have peace than a huge argument. unhealthy? yes. but i'm working on it.
10. no matter what, nail polish will not stay on my nails. it's so damn annoying! i've tried everything. so, now i wear acrylics, but what i've been doing recently is just putting a thin layer on my natural nails so the polish sticks. works like a charm!

8.10.2009

150th post! survey :]

Do you always answer your texts?
usually. but we've all forgotten from time to time.

Sex with more than 25 people?
if i EVER got to that point--do me a favor & sew it up. ew.

Do you cry easily?
yeah & i'm learning not to care. most of the people who have told me i'm a crybaby are people i would NEVER want to be like. i'd rather cry that be a major bitch.

Are you excited for anything?
eh

Have you and a person ever talked about getting married?
ha. silly me.

Where was your profile picture taken?
georgia!

What should you be doing right now?
sleeping.

Who was the last person you rode in the car with?
the g'rents this morning.

When was the last time you watched a horror movie?
hmmm, idk.

Do you have any drugs in your bedroom?
hell yeah.

Do you take walks often?
when i have something heavy on my mind.

Whats the last thing you drank?
water

What is in your backpack right now?
failed tests.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
today.

When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
dang. it's defnitely been a while. unless you count my hours-long text-versations.

Do you ignore people when you're mad or upset with them?
um, yeah.

Why did you take the last pill you took?
sleeping pills to sleep.

Are you a forgiving person?
yeah.

Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over?
probably but i don't really care because he was a douche anyway and he deserved it.

Do you love where you live?
no. however, i can't complain.

What were you doing an hour ago?
watching tv

Last person you were on the phone with that wasn't family?
i don't even remember... i text way more than i call.


Are you a mean person?
it takes a lot to TRULY piss me off. when you get on my bad side--that's probably it. then i'll forgive you probably.

Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
no way.

What's your wallpaper on your phone?
some heart & peace sign thingy.

When's the last time you had gummy worms?
few weeks ago.

What do you hear?
something on tlc.

Do you want someone back in your life?
of course

What song did you hear last?
"sweet dreams"

What woke you up this morning?
gramma.

Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
supposed to, yes.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
??

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
probably heather last weekend

If you had to get a tattoo where would you get it?
i have 2. on my foot & my wrist.

If you had to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
PINK STREAKS! I AM GETTING THEM!

If you had to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
my rook.

Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
love one

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
too good

Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
yeah. thankfully i see them all the time <3

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
most people yeah.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
of coursee.

Whats annoying you?
a couple things, i'm good though.

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
ewww, no. it was a mess outside today.

Do you remember who you liked this time 3 months ago?
same person as now-NO ONE.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
i have NEVER done drugs. nor will i ever. is weed the worst thing ever? no. is it a drug? yes. are drugs illegal? YES. i have too much going for me to mess it up over a 10 minute high. or however long it lasts.

Ever dated someone who was gorgeous but they had a conceited personality?
no. well, they weren't gorgeous, but they sure as hell were conceited!

Have you ever felt like you literally need someone?
yeah.

Last person you had a deep conversation with?
the g'rents

Are you afraid of the future?
not so much anymore. but still yes.

Who were your last two missed calls from?
aunt dee & home

Are you a jealous person?
occasionally. but usually not.

Do you talk alot?
depends on who i'm around.

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
no

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep lastnight?
yep

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a T?
uh, no.

How long does it take you to shower?
liek 15 mins

What are you planning on doing after this?
TEXTING, sleeping.

Are you counting down for anything?
not really.

Coffee or smoothies?
neither..

What were you doing at four this afternoon?
cleaning so heather could come over.

Someone who's name starts with a J?
what about them? do i know someone? yeah-my best friend who i haven't seen in so long!

C?
WHAT IS THE QUESTION?!?!.

T?
..

H?
...

Your cell phone is?
cool.

Favorite color?
pink

What would you do if you found out one of your friends were going for the person that you liked?
good thing i hate boys right now.

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
eh, idk.

Does anyone disgust you?
YES. ew. keep having flashbacks & gagging, lol. i can't say who on here though. i wish i could.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
i;m sure

Do you laugh alot?
yeah sometimes

Last person you told a secret to?
heather, haha. girl talkkk <3

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
yeah i guess

Anyone you were good friends with, that you no longer get along with?
i cant think of anyone.


Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
nah

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
few days ago


Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
idk

If you looked through your phone right now, who are most of your text message from?
heather

Are you happy with life right now?
working on it.

Were you single over the summer?
lol, only for the 21st summer in a row

Is there someone you will never forget?
oh yeah

Who was the last person you were in a car with under the age of 21?
when mariah & porsha got in the car last week.

Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
no.

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
we were drunk. no.

How late did you stay up last night?
like 2 i think.

Your last text message says?
"daaaaaaaaaannng. does it feel god to tell off those bitches?"haha. --jessyyyy

Are you currently frustrated with anything?
yeah a few things

When was the last time you got yelled at?
lol, i don't even wanna go there.

Do you wish you could take things back?
just a couple things

Who did you last hangout with?
heather today.

Do you mean it when you say "I love you"?
yes. that is one of the most meaningful things you can ever say. i wouldn't say it if i didn't mean it.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yeah

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
yeah, a few people

Are promises important to you?
YES. broken promises have been a constant the past 11 months. sad.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
always

What were you doing at 7PM?
watching the hannah marathon with heather.

Does love exist?
mmhmm :]

6.20.2009

survey|&|boredom

today was so boring y'all. but last night... not so much.

i'll just say it started off with a half a pint of Captain Morgan [♥] with a bottle of diet coke [more ♥]. and well, it was just a good night. yes ma'ams.


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didn't do a whole lot today. slept in which felt GREAT because my class schedule is GRUELING. i spend 23 hours a week in class & i still work. it's a mess. can't wait until this semester is OVER! ah. anyway, after i slept for like, ever, i decided i wanted some wing dings & to my shock & horror, there was no flour! so i got creative & had to use pancake mix. ha. turned out pretty good actually, nice & crispy. so, it was all good. then i took my granny errand shopping. came back & took another nap. alcohol induced sleep is the fucking best, i swear.

anywho, here's a survey i stole from a beauty blogger named Christina http://barbieluvsmac.blogspot.com/ [check her out, i love her blog]

Beauty/Vanity
Do you own chanel perfume? nope =[
Do you shower daily? oh goodness yes
Do you go to the tanning bed? no dear. i'm black, lol.
Do you wear nail polish? of course. i hate my nails without it.
Do you use MAC make-up? my FAVORITE brand ever. all of my favorite things & holy grails have come from MAC, well, except for mascara
Do you straighten your hair everyday? nope

Friends
Is the term Best friends a label or promise? idk... kind of both i guess
Do you hang out with your friends every day? no =[
Is it easier to talk to your girl friends or guy friends? girls i guess. i have more girl friends cuz i went to an all girl's high school
Would you ever date one of your close guy friends? no comment

Fashion/Style
Do you have style and originality? i feel like i have a good flare for style, but like, i'm scared to wear a lot of stuff
Do you own a designer handbag? yeah a few. nothing too expensive though.
Do you own something from Lacoste? no
Do or did you wear leggings? yessir
Is the color you'll never wear yellow? i think yellow is a pretty color
Do you get fashion tips from magazines? no not really. hair & makeup, yes sometimes.
Do you wear sweats a lot? nah. i work in an office & i go to school right after or before work so i have to get dressed for that.

TV/Movie
Are you a movie freak? not really
Have you see over 10 movies in the past month? nope
Do you have a show that you must watch? nip/tuck, the hills, all those vh1 dating shows
Do you watch The Hills on MTV? of course
Have you ever seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy? yeah it's really good! i didn't think i'd like it, but my friend katie got me hooked. it can be a bit dramatic though at times
Do you watch classic movies? no. the fashions/lingo hurt my eyes/ears
Do you watch 30 or more hours of tv a week? hell yes
Do you own over 100 dvds? yeah, well over. i guess i kind of inheireted them

ANSWER WITH ONE WORD!
1. Where is your cell phone? desk
2. Your significant other? none
3. Your hair? bought
4. Your mother? [in] heaven ♥
5. Your father? eh
6. Your favorite thing? love
7. Your dream last night? dont remember
8. Your favorite drink? water
9. Your dream/goal? entreprenuer
10. The room are you in? mine
11. Your hobby? happiness
12. Your fear? disease
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? succesful
14. Where were you last night? club
16. Muffins? yuck
17. Wish list item? MONEY
18. Where you grew up? detroit [murder mitten]
19. Last thing you did? laughed
20. What are you wearing? clothes
21. Your TV? nip/tuck
22. Your pets? guinea
23. Friends? lovely
24. Your life? rollercoaster
25. Your mood? relaxed
26. Missing someone? mommy
27. Car? crappy
28. Something you’re not wearing? accesories
29. Your favorite store? wetseal/forever21/old navy/dots
30. Your summer? HARD
31. Like someone? ...
32. Your favorite color? pink
33. When is the last time you laughed? nip/tuck
34. Last time you cried? 2 days ago
35. Who will resend this? bored people
36. Place you go to over and over? work [booo]
37. Person who emails you regularly? facebook
38. Favorite place to eat? BWW!
39. Why did you participate in this survey? cuz i need a life
40. What are you doing tonight? sleeping

5.14.2009

a survey that took entirely too long.

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not, then you're too scared about your past.)

Longest relationship:
lol, 6 months. i'm 21. not my fault though!

How many boyfriends/​girlfriends have told you that they loved you?
2

How many of them meant it when they said they loved you?
ZERO

Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with?
yeah

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
yeah

Have you ever made a boyfriend/​girlfriend cry?
ha, i doubt it.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i'd prefer to be in a relationship. being single gets kinda lonely sometimes.

Have you ever been cheated on?
doubt it.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
of course.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
eh, doubt it.

Talk to any of your ex's?
kinda

Think any of your ex's still feel the same way they did about you when you were dating?
lol, no.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
i think i am. i've heard "you're a good catch" so many times, but apparently it doesn't matter. whatevs.

Ever dated someone that wasn't good to you?
yeah

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
nope.

Have you dated someone older than you?
yes

Dated someone younger than you?
nope

Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
oh yes

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it really depends

Believe in love at first sight?
no

Ever dated two people at once?
no way

Ever been given an engagement ring?
ha, i wish.

Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?
lots of things

Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
no

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/​girlfriend?​
not really

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
not in my world. much worse things have happened.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: paige
Birth Date: 4-20
Current Location: the basement
Hair Color: off black.
Righty/Lefty: righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: failure. being alone. spiders
Your dream of the perfect date: dinner then just talkin about whatever. 
Goal you'd like to achieve: making more money
Your best friend(s): jmd <3

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: i'm hungry!
Your best physical feature: lips & eyes i guess. and maybe my boobs. they're a good accessory =] 
Your bed time: usually 11:30-ish
Your most missed memory: my mama.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: neither, i don't drink pop.
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: eh
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither, but i'd choose cappucino if i had to choose.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: HELL NO
Cuss: yes
Take showers: obviously
Have a crush: eh.
Like(d) school: kinda sorta
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Believe what goes around comes around: not really.
Believe everything happens for a reason: i dont know anymore
Think you're a health freak: about certain things

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: of course
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
Been hurt: yes
Dyed your hair: no

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: no
Kissed the same sex: no
Got beaten up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: havent we all? but i know who i am now, so no more of that!

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: before i'm 30, i hope.
Number of kids you're planning on having: just 1 or 2. or however many God chooses to bless me & my husband with.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: doesnt matter
Best hair color: doesnt matter
Short or long hair: short
Fat or fit: a big teddy bear =]
Looks or personality: Personality
Fun or serious: a balance of both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: this survey/watching TV
1 HOUR AGO: facebooking
1 WEEK AGO: idk
1 YEAR AGO: being a totally different person

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: hungry
I HATE: no one
I HIDE: how i really feel.
I NEED: A BREAK!
I LOVE: love

What is a food that you'd hate to be allergic to?: chocolate

What color was the last towel you used?: pink

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? taller

When was the last time your nose bled? i dont get nose bleeds

How old are you turning this year?: jsut turned 21!

What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?: anything unhealthy.

Swimming pool or hot tub?: pool

Can you swim well?:ha.

What body part do you wash first in the shower?: idk, my face i think.

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?: lol, idk.

What kind of first impression do you think you make?: sweet. at least i hope so. i smile a lot.

Name your last reason for using a camera?: blogging.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?: hmmm, idk.

What are you excited about?: summer

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?: lol, no.

Are you a happy person?: yeah, i try to be.

When was the last time you laughed really hard & why?: lol, today looking at yearbooks pics fom my cousin's school. school pictures are always hilarious.

What are you wearing?: dress & tights from work.

What do you want?: to now worry so much & to find the love of my live!

Did you enjoy your weekend?: didn't do shit.

Do you regret anything you've done recently?: no

Is there anybody you wish you could see?: sooo much.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or M? ---

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? very few.

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? man i hope so.

What makes you the most mad about girls? how theyjudge you before they know you.

Have you ever been given roses? yeah, not romantically though. 

Do you even like getting flowers? yes

What's your favorite flowers? lillies!

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? hopefully.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? they really dont.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now? yeah.

Can you be your complete self around the person you like? ---

Whose the first person you texted today? greg

Would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? it depends

What did the last IM to make you smile say? lol, i rarely IM.

Do you ever get a text saying good morning? yes

Last movie you watched and who did you watch it with? "quincenera" and by myself.

What are you doing tomorrow? work. bank. and i think i might go shopping, i want some summery dresses.

How's the weather today? sunny & beautiful =]

Where is the person you need most right now? in heavennn. man i miss her.

What color are your eyes? brown

Do you like poptarts? hell yeah! especially the frosted strawberry kind!

Where will you be 12 hours from now? probably just waking up.

Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? depends on who it is.

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? nope

Where's your girlfriend/​boyfriend at? ...

Are you on a desktop or laptop? laptop. desktop is a pice of shiiit. working on getting a new one.

Does anyone hate you for no reason? idk, doubt it.

Can you make yourself cry? yes

What are you planning to do today?blogging, facebooking, watching grey's, bed!

Play an instrument? no

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yeah

What are your favorite colors? pink!

Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? target

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R? no

Have you ever passed out? yeah once. from drunkeness.

Are you easily confused? lol, yes.

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband? i think so.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream? vanilla

Do you like coffee? no

Do you like summer? who doesn't?

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? yes

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? it's all my natural color.

What color are your socks? i have on tights. on they're grey.

Where were you at 8am this morning? getting my beauty sleep.

Do you fall for people easily? yes

Everything happens for a reason? idk...

Have you ever dated someone more than once? yeah

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? greg, mariah, heather, katie

Last thing you got in the mail? BILLS. and they're all unpaid, haha.

What is your current crave? nothing

Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? oh yea

What are you listening to right now? grey's!

How has the week been? pretty good.

What do you like about the person you like? ...

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? oh yes

What are your biggest turn offs? cockiness, no fashion sense, no sense of humor, being mean, excessive cursing/name calling

Favorite shirt to wear? t shirts

Favorite drink? water/rum/milk/pink lemonade

Last person to say 'I love you' to you? my granny

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no

What's your favorite color gummy bear? green!

What is the nicest part of the opposite sex's body? eyes, smile

Have you ever run into a dishwasher? lol, no. sorry.

Ever had a song sung about/for you? yeah

Is there a baby in the room with you right now? awww, i wish. i love babies.

Do you know how to dance? ha.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? car

What is your favorite thing that is green? this dress i have. or maybe this new nail polish. it's green-ish.

What did your last text message say? "..."

What is the way to your heart? just being a generally good guy. nice. loves his family. funny.

What do you smell like? sensual amber

What's in your pocket? no pockets today

Anything in your mouth? saliva

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii? lol, i've never even played wii.

Do you have freckles?no

How many languages can you say "Hello" in? english, spanish, frence

What's the last movie you saw in the theater? hannah montana

Ever jumped/​fallen/​been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? nope

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? no

Name a song that you know all the words to? "spice up your life"

What's the last thing you watched on TV? grey's right now

What's the last video game you played? that dog shit on ds.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language? i used to know how to

Do you wear glasses? nope

What can you hear right now? tv

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? the same

What was your favorite childhood show?lol, way too many.

Are you close to your siblings? only child

Do you bite your nails? nah.

Do you like your feet? they serve their purpose & they're free of bunions, corns & all that other shit. and my left one is tattooed. i'm pretty satisfied

Do you sleep well at night? sometimes. last night was bad though.